i'm sry for all those misunderstanding

so its 1 month n 4 days d tat i'm everything is perfect but not on the 6th of february....its our black history.....but luckily we've overcome everything together.......i love u more then ever....i really do....so i now would like to apologise to Joey Ho about all those shit stuff i did.....make her worry....break promises on me stopping cigaretes.....but on the 6th of feb i've promise her......on march i'll totally stop everything about smoking......so every1 who visit our blog....u r the witness on this promise....will not disappoint her anymore.....i so god damn regret on y i've take up smoking....its a bad mistake.....so wat should i say now.....hurm...hurm....ok...!!! my relationship wif Joey is the most serious wan....i've never been so committed in other relationship.....i've did a lot of planning about our future when i'm free....day n nite in my head was everything about Joey....nth else......this is not a lie.....i can say everynite i think of her till cant sleep....when my other frens did tat i say they r stupid.....but me myself doing all this.....i love her too much d.....all i wanted is to see is her smile n happiness.....i dunwan to be a fucked bf like wat i was last time......i'm a good bf....i noe...i smoke....i make her worry....i do shit stuff....its been like....a few times d......when i was working i sticks n there are some shit stuff happens between me n my supervisor...she is worried...like happen recently....my frens call n say i met an accident.....wat the fuck man.....u readers out there.....look at me.....i'm useless rite....make my gf so worry....i always think of nonsense till i need her to calm me down....wat the fuck man....wat kind of bf am i....i'm so upset over wat i did lately.......today i'm here to write all these not to show u guys how committed in my love life....is to let u guys see who am i....wat nonsense i've did......i will change for our future.......i reli do wan to gif her a better life.....a sweet n memorable moment.....everything has change in my life this year.....i was a happy go lucky person.......everything will be fine in me last time....no matter wat i jz do n think wat is the return later......but now i'm going to change 360 degrees for her happiness n of coz for me myself to be a better person.........i love u JOEY.....any misunderstanding or shit stuff i've did....i'm very sry over tat......